[DavNg]

hi Bro,

What is the definition of loser?
It’s a human construct. It’s does exist.
Don’t let other people opinion affect u.

Happiness comes from within. Not from approval of other ppl including you love one.

Unfortunately i can’t advise you what should be your next course of action.

But base on the fact that you are still working to support your children and you are capable on reflecting on your pass action. You are definitely a good enough person. Stay strong. Sexual urge is just a body needs. There are many way to satisfy it.

Lastly never do anything our of frustration. Always measure the tangible benefits.

Hope this helps and stay strong.